I'm not sure where to start here, maybe just jump right in.
To make a long story short, I awoke Tuesday evening, got dressed, made us both a cup of coffee and went to wake Blondie up.
She didn't respond, and never will, she had passed away in her sleep.
I'm not looking for sympathy, just passing on news to those who knew her best.
I'm still not sure this happened, I'll know why when the autopsy is finished and the cause is given to me.
All I know at this point is she looked more peaceful and relaxed than she has in quite some time, she had many health issues that she didn't want everyone to know, she was uncomfortable with attention like that, but Congestive heart disease, a Cerebral Aneurism, Restless Leg Syndrome, Fibromyalgia and hypertension as well as some others and pretty much refused to follow any suggestions that curtailed her ability to "live as she chose".
I allowed her to do this and I had a lot of guilt right now for not being more stringent in trying to get her to do as she was told. But after thinking about it, that's how she wanted it and who knows, maybe she was right.
That's pretty much all I want to say at this time, other than thank you all for being her friend and mine for all these years, it means a lot to me.
So Thank you. I also am uncomfortable with a lot of attention, so if you feel you need to say something to me or about her, please do it here, not on the server and in the rooms, it will be much easier for me to thank the ones that do.
Again, thank you all.
So, if you don't see me around much in the next week or so, it's nothing personal towards anyone, I just need some time to get my head right (As we used to say).